paper thin.
everything i have
i give it to you
to nullify your false
i was always true
and i don't know what it is
but i just can't please you
so i'm giving up again
this time i swear i am
you keep my head in the sand
you keep me wondering
if you mean one damn word that you say
if i keep my eyes on the ground
and if i don't make a sound
then this paper thin love
might not blow away
you play with other girls
but i close my eyes
i guess i'd rather be naive
than be alone tonight
and you treat me so good
i just can't take it
so i'm giving up again
i swear to god i am
i'm giving up again
i know i should discard you
baby you don't know how hard i try to
but then i find your picture
in a shoebox full of lies
it's only then that i realize
that i don't wanna live
unless i can be by your side
stage.
there's a gaping hole where
her heart used to be
she fills it up with lies and
chocolate-covered dreams
nothing's as it seems
she learned that the hard way
she can't get what she wants
so she settles for okay
she's convinced that everything
will be different this time
but anyone can see the ending
why is she so blind
she's using defenses
from the second grade
she pushes him down
and tells him boy get out of my face
this is my playground
no one's sure if she'll ever grow up
and act her age
but she's comfortable when she makes
up a scene on her little stage
time is passing by
in fast forward mode
she's all dressed up in costume
she is still alone
it really drives him crazy
to see her go on this way
he's tried to get through but
there's nothing left to say
she's convinced that everything
will be better this time around
but anyone can see that her
world is upside down
will she ever grow up
and get off of that stage
undressed.
i confess
that i'd like you undressed
but not in the way
that you're thinking of
i admit
that it frightens me a bit
that i care too much
and it's not reciprocated
i tell myself
it doesn't really matter
we both know that's a lie
all i need
hinges on a broken reed
and i'm tethered to your side
seems as though
everything i think i know
about you melts away
i don't care
i will meet you anywhere
just point me in the right direction baby
i tell myself
it doesn't really matter
it's easy to pretend
all i desire
hangs from a broken wire
and we're hanging by a thread
i fool myself so much
that i forget
in your mind i'm just a girl
but i can't complain
i've handed you the reins
and i follow close behind
unravel (such a girl).
i am broken beyond belief
it's such a strange relief
to feel this way again
i'm only comfortable
when i'm certain that
it's gonna hurt
it's a little sick
it's a little sad
but it feels so good
please
don't take this crutch away
i'm not ready to face anything
i'm curled up in a little ball
it's time for me to unravel
dry my eyes and quit being
such a girl
if i had just one wish
i would wish i could just grow up
take it like a man
and quit being
such a girl
i've got my defenses up
got my bullet-proof vest
around me tight
i can't explain why feeling down
just feels so right
can i be held responsible
when i can't hold myself
together most days
you trick me and you coerce me
into thinking
that i want it this way
i'm such a girl
coffee grounds.
when i was younger
you were the only one
i could show my true colors to
it didn't matter
somehow who you were
i think i just needed anyone
god only knows
why you stuck around
if tables were turned
i'd have been outta there
as fast as i could now baby
do you see things
the same way i do
or are you cutting me slack
that i don't deserve
do you wonder
why i threw you away
like yesterday's coffee grounds
now that i'm older
i see 20/20
all of the shit that i put you through
do you believe me
when i say i'm sorry
i never meant to bring you down
god only knows
why you stick around
if tables got turned
i'd be outta there
as fast as i can my baby
i threw you away
the end.
when i wake up you're not here
to tell me good morning
we both know what that means
looks like i fucked up again
as you walk through the hallway
i know i am nowhere near
the back of your mind
baby won't you try for me
just a little
so i don't look like such a damn fool
for defending your honor again
there's no need to pretend
i know it's the end
i know that you fear commitment
but it's not like i wanna
get married tonight
i don't need no ring on my finger
to make this feeling linger
'til i go out of my mind
i'm not trying to own you
not trying to control you
darling just give an inch
looks like i messed up again
i'm quite a reasonable gal
even i have my limits
before it all goes to hell
i'm tired of playing the fool
by defending your honor again
pieces.
i'm sorry that i disappointed you
when you thought i was
someone else
but i cannot apologize
for not being the girl you needed
i suppose that you will never
speak to me
the way you did that night
when you thought that i was
someone different
a little bit better
i can't be what you want me to be
i thought i could
i guess that i was wrong
i can't believe how long it's been
since we have seen
each other's faces
maybe this is for the best
now that we have nothing to prove
i suppose
that i should just move on
and pick up the pieces
i see that you're doing fine
tell me then why can't i
you burn me out
i was wrong
heartburn.
you pick me up in
your convertible
we drove down to the shore
little did i know
i'd be getting less
when i was expecting more
it's okay if you don't know
what you want
and can't make up your mind
all i need is some assurance baby
so i know i'm not wasting my time
over and over
i give you my love
and all i get in return
is this lousy t-shirt
that i never wanted
and a wicked case of heartburn
i always tell you
how i'm feeling
all i want you to say
is that you think of me
when i'm not around
but it looks like all i'm getting
is some bad heartburn today
you took me
to your parents' house
so that we could meet
up until you left me alone
on the couch with them
i thought that it was sweet
if your life is just too busy
to spend some time with me
i'd appreciate advanced notice
of your family's third degree
come on
you've got to give me
some small sign
come on
don't even know if you're mine
come on
i'm stepping out of your line
for the last time
prospect.
every evening
melts into the next
the only thing
keeping me going
is the prospect of sex
it's really bringing me down
cuz you're not ever around
i get in my car
and i drive to the store
walk down the same aisle
as the day before
for a change
i try a different brand of wine
it seems that all i have
these days is time
can anyone tell me
why i'm even here
to sleep away
more than a third of the year
i'd like to crawl
into some hole
and just disappear
i walk to my bedroom
and pick up the phone
i give you a call
but of course
you're not even home
it's really pissing me off
you never ever do what i want
so i go to the kitchen
and open the door
make a concoction
and drink til i'm
out on the floor
yeah i know it's sad
that this is the most
excitement i ever have
next season.
when misfortune
has worn out its welcome
and i'm turning to
my crystal ball
and i look for my future
all that i see
is a crack 'round reality
it's a pity to wish
on that bright star
send yourself sailing
the river of hope
but it keeps you going
and you have no way of knowing
that your words
ain't gonna do no good
good
but i'll wait
as long as it takes
for my lover to come through
if i must pine
'til next season
that's what i'll do
it's such a shame
to bask in the moonlight
paints everything
a deceptive hue
and tomorrow when you wake
it will be all the same
as it was before
that's what i'll do
speechless.
tears evaporated
yet easily replaced
measuring my days here
by the whiskers on your face
capture every moment
in notes and photographs
tangible reminders
that is now will soon be past
well there must be some word
to make you want to stay
but you leave me speechless
with nothing left to say
every conversation
still upon your lips
a much-envied position
that i could be your fingertips
and bring you endless pleasure
hold your cigarette
to show you that i love you
to make sure you don't forget
well you leave me breathless
almost every single day
and you leave me silent
with nothing left to say
on and on
we find creative ways to hide
on and on
we're only comfortable
when our hands are tied
on and on
we use discourse to run away
what good are words anyway
so i'll wrap myself around you
whenever you get cold
and warm you like a lover
until we both grow old
and when death seems to be
just one day away
you'll still leave me speechless
with nothing left to say
nothing left to say